LUKE 1:37 “FOR WITH GOD
NOTHING WILL BE IMPOSSIBLE”
The first failure in my diploma
course shattered my life’s dreams. Moreover all the seniors whom I know told me
that I will never get my diploma.
I remembered the way God helped me
to score hundred out of hundred in SSLC public maths exam. I hate myself for
the way I fell into pride. Guilt feeling overpowered me and my life was full of
tears in the third semester of my diploma.
Soon that semester final exam came. I
was so shocked to know that I had no holiday before the exam. It worsened my
condition further.
The day of my maths exam came. I
woke up exactly at 12 midnight of that day because of fear. As everyone in my
home was sleeping I switched on the light to study but has fear gripped my
heart, I could not solve even a simple problem. Words of my seniors came into my
mind and it discouraged me further.
By one o clock in the midnight I began
to cry. I was crying very badly that whole night. Seeing my worst mindset in
the morning, my parents decided not to send me to the exam. They were so
worried about my condition.
But 11 o clock in the morning I
decided to go back to Jesus Christ and ask His forgiveness. I went to Him and
cried very badly asking forgiveness for my pride. After praying for half an
hour, I got up and went to write the exam.
Nothing I studied because of the
fear that gripped my heart. Somehow I thought God will help me and make me
pass.
I went into the exam hall and after
a short prayer I opened the question paper. As I expected not even a single
question was known to me. Tears began to roll out of my eyes and I told myself
that I should not cry in the exam hall. I thought God has left me helpless. But
God had a different plan that day.
The invigilator of that exam hall
was a young woman. As she was talking to one of my friend who was writing the
exam, she asked his SSLC maths marks. When she heard that he scored 94 marks
she started to scold him for getting an arrear in the maths paper. As she
started scolding, he was smiling at her. She got too much angry and asked him
the reason. He stretched his hands towards me and told her why I should feel
ashamed when there is a guy in this exam hall who scored centum in SSLC maths
exam and is writing arrear now.
Hearing his reply she came towards
me and began to scold me very badly. Already I was in tears. I don’t know what
to do at all. After five minutes of scolding she told me something which I can
never forget in my life. She is from a different religious background but she
told me like this: “You know, something within my heart is telling me to help
you.”
After saying this, she started to
solve the problems in my question paper and taught me how to solve all the
problems step by step. I couldn’t understand the way God was working and I
thought it was a dream that someone inside an exam hall is helping me.
With much patience she helped me to
solve the important problems. After few hours she told me that I will surely
pass and asked me to submit the paper and leave the hall. I submitted the paper
and came out. By God’s abundant grace I passed in that exam.
Never ever I thought that God will
work through an invigilator to make me pass. God answered my prayers in an
amazing way. He knows my helpless state and He dint left me orphan. He came
into the exam hall and helped me.
My dear young friends, nothing is impossible
for Jesus Christ. People might laugh at your failures and your friends might
fail to understand your feelings. Do not be discouraged for you have a loving
God who takes care of you. He knows the cry of your heart and He will help you.
Whole world may stand against you but He will stand beside you and carry you in
His arms. Cast your burden upon Him for He cares for you. He will not let you
go down. As you look to Him, He will not cast you away. He will bless you and
raise you.
I want to thank God for my loving
parents He gave in my life. My father loves me in a special way and my mother
takes care of my need with utmost care. They are one of the greatest gifts
given by God in my life.
If a worldly father can love us in a
special way how much more Heavenly Father will love us and bless us? How my
father’s love was so special and how I got special blessings from my worldly
father as he loved me more than anybody else?
...................... To be continued in GHG - 8
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