One day a while back, a man, his
heart heavy with grief, was walking in the woods. As he thought about his life
this day, he knew many things were not right. He thought about those who had
lied about him back when he had a job.
His thoughts turned to those who had
stolen his things and cheated him. He remembered family that had passed on. His
mind turned to the illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was
filled with anger, resentment and frustration.
Standing there this day, searching
for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the
base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there, and with
tears in his eyes, he prayed: "Lord - You have done wonderful
things for me in this life. You have told me to do many things for you, and I
happily obeyed.
Today, you have told me to forgive.
I am sad, Lord, because I cannot. I don't know how. It is not fair Lord. I
didn't deserve these wrongs that were done against me and I shouldn't have to
forgive. As perfect as your way is Lord, this one thing I cannot do, for I
don't know how to forgive. My anger is so deep Lord, I fear I may not hear you,
but I pray that you teach me to do this one thing I cannot do - Teach me To
Forgive."
As he knelt there in the quiet shade
of that old oak tree, he felt something fall onto his shoulder. He opened his
eyes. Out of the corner of one eye, he saw something red on his shirt. He could
not turn to see what it was because where the oak tree had been was a large
square piece of wood in the ground. He raised his head and saw two feet held to
the wood with a large spike through them. He raised his head more, and tears
came to his eyes as he saw Jesus hanging on a cross. He saw spikes in His
hands, a gash in His side, a torn and battered body, deep thorns sunk into His
head.
Finally he saw the suffering and
pain on His precious face. As their eyes met, the man's tears turned to
sobbing, and Jesus began to speak.
"Have you ever told a lie, He
asked?" The man answered, "Yes, Lord."
"Have you ever been given too
much change and kept it?" The man answered, "Yes, Lord." And the
man sobbed more and more.
"Have you ever taken something
from work that wasn't yours," Jesus asked? And the man answered,
"Yes, Lord."
"Have you ever sworn, using my
Father's name in vain?" The man, crying now, answered, "Yes,
Lord."
As Jesus asked many more times,
"Have you ever"? The man's crying became uncontrollable, for he could
only answer, "Yes, Lord."
Then Jesus turned His head from one
side to the other, and the man felt something fall on his other shoulder. He
looked and saw that it was the blood of Jesus. When he looked back up, his eyes
met those of Jesus, and there was a look of love the man had never seen or
known before. Jesus said, "I didn't deserve this either, but I forgive
you."
It may be hard to see how you're
going to get through something. But, when you look back in life, you realize how true this statement is... "If God
brings you to it... He will bring you through it."
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