I am a Final year B.Tech student studying in reputed
Christian engineering university in India. This is a Testimony about how God
helped me in my life and taught me a lot of things. When I reached my final
year in my Engineering, like all other students I also wanted to get placed in
a very good company. When the time of placements came I was in a dilemma as to
how to prepare for different interviews and worked very hard towards achieving
my Goal.
When the first company came to our
campus I wished to get through it, as it was one of the well known MNC’s.But,
unfortunately I couldn’t get through. This made me very disappointed and I
really wanted to get through the next company, even though I only had two
weeks, I strived my best to learn.
On the day of the 2nd
company, I attended the test and was very confident that I will get through it;
I always had the feeling that God will reward us for our Hard Work and will
give me a blessing. But, God knew what He was doing, when the results were
announced all the names of the people sitting around me and all my friend’s
names were called out except mine. I had to walk out of the hall all alone.
At that moment, I didn’t understand
what was going on and was extremely angry with God. I came back to my room and
wept badly, I couldn’t stand the pain that I didn’t clear and was very sad that
I was the only one among my friends who was left without a job. I kept asking
God ‘why?’ and all that I got in return was pure silence. All the days after
that my anger and my fights with God kept increasing.
Many other companies came after that
and as I didn’t clear any of them my confidence went down drastically and I was
shattered. I felt like I was all alone and nobody cares for me, everybody
around me looked down on me and didn’t have any confidence in me. And simultaneously,
my faith in God decreased slowly, but somewhere in my heart I knew that God
knows what I am going through and will surely give me a solution.
My prayers were filled with
questions that gave me the same silence in return, this pain was killing me and
I slowly lost hope in my life and all the love I had for my Father was slowly
shedding. I kept reading verses and kept distracting myself so that I hold
myself back together again but all that would go into vain.
My day would start and end with
tears and I reached a point where I stopped asking questions to God and just
believed that He is greater than anybody in this world and getting me a job is
a very simple task for Him and simply trusted Him for His ability and love.
I slowly stopped all the fights I
had and kept praying silently without asking Him any questions, all the tears
in me had dried up and I had no strength to take myself through this anymore.
On April 8th, I attended
a interview of a company, where I had gone without any preparation, I wrote the
entrance test and I got through the first round, slowly all the silence that God
had for me broke and I felt Him leading me through every step.
The next round was the Group
discussion round, where I was asked to speak and I could clearly feel the
presence of God around me, by this I knew this company was different and I cleared
the second round too.
I was asked to come the next day to
attend the technical and personal interview, that day I came back and prayed
“Father, If this is your will be with me tomorrow. You know I can’t do this
alone.” and I felt a comfort and peace surrounding me, and I knew that He would
help me. I didn’t prepare for anything that day.
The next day, I attended my
technical interview at noon and every question that he asked was answered not
by me but my God, the interviewer was very happy with my performance, and he
send me directly for my personal interview, where I was asked a set of
questions which again was organised by the Spirit inside me, I was amazed by
the way the answers came out, I could clearly feel God working.
The Next round was the interview
with the management head and I had to sit in front of a person who had 13 years
of experience in the management field. My God lead me through it wonderfully
and I finally at the end of the day my name was called out and I was placed in
a very good company.
It is only after that, that I
started realising how slowly God has taught me everything. He has made me get
into the details of how to live life and how He keeps watching you in every
tiny thing that you do. I also realised that how much ever you hate Him, He
will still love us for the only reason that we are His child.
When God has a plan He will select
the most beautiful time to make it perfect and an unforgettable experience in
your life that you will never complain and love praising Him.
ALL GLORY AND HONOUR TO JESUS
CHRIST
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